...taking a journey through life, attempting to fit all the pieces of this puzzle together...

PLEASE NOTE...this is my personal blog with my personal feelings...


24 April, 2011

Peace of Mind...

12 April, 2011

I want you to read me....

I want you to read me. I want you to be able to read my thoughts. I need you to know what I’m thinking. I need you to know that I want you. I need you to know the things I want to do to you. I need you to be there for me when I need you most. I want you to read me. I need you to be so in tune that you’re never second guessing my actions. I need you to know that we fit like a perfectly designed puzzle. I want you to know that I want you. I need you to read this and automatically know that I’m talking to you. I want you to read me. I’m trying to become your second nature. I’m your forever

04 April, 2011

Let's talk about love....

My loves,

If you know me you know that I am constantly asking the questions: what is love? What does love feel like? what does love sound like? Me, I've never really been in love before. I may have thought I was but never truly in love.  But guess what if I could have ever envisioned what love looks, sounds, or feels like this video captured it for me. I need this in my life....

 I freaking love this video and song its awesome...(p.s .the video has lots of nudity...parental desecration  is advised...)



Timothy Bloom - 'Til The End Of Time ft. V

In My Head...

For some reason this song has been in my head like crazy so I decided to share.  It would have been cool if Amy could have been in the video....

"Valerie" - Mark Ronson, ft. Amy Winehouse.

02 April, 2011

Things that make me feel good inside...

I came across this video and I had to share it. From the first moment it popped up I started laughing. The innocence behind it is the best. I feel so much better right now, what concerned me before went away after seeing this. Love to find external factors that make you feel good inside.

I dreamed of you...

I dreamed of you last night.  Wried, yes I know. But non the less you were there. It was a pleasant surprise to my normal nightmares. A since of peace was what I felt when I woke up the next morning. Not frantic, tried or wired...just calm.

I dreamed of you last night. For some reason I can't keep you out of my mind. I constantly have thoughts of you. I imagine that your near. I imagine that your touchable, breathable, smellable. I envision that you need me to complete you as you complete me.

I dreamed of you last night, and thought it was a reality. When I woke I even looked for you, and realized it was just a dream. For some reason you have captured my thoughts and I feel a strong connection to you.

I dreamed of you last night...yes you silly...I know I don't know you...but you were there...I don't know what it means...how do you feel about that...well...just maybe...I dreamed we were walking around talking and laughing, totally fixed into each other...I dreamed the we were laying there in perfect peace...

I dreamed of you last night. You make me feel good inside. I find myself searching for you like crazy. I seek pictures of you, thoughts by you, and simple hello's from you. You have me in some kind of trance. I'm still trying to figure out the exact moment. You fascinate me.

I dreamed of you last night, a uncontrollable moment and thought. I'm not sure why, but I wish they continue, because for some reason you took away my nightmares. And for that I OWE YOU, because I dreamed of you last night.