...taking a journey through life, attempting to fit all the pieces of this puzzle together...

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29 January, 2012

Day 1: 30 Day Challenges Letter, Picture, and Music...

#30daychallenge Check out the Original Post with all the details for the challenge here.

Day 1 
Letter:   Write a letter to your best friend...

I can't really say I have one truly best friend. What I can say is that this person is made up from a collection of people that in my mind they all make up one person :-) Apart of me wishes that there was that one person that could represent this unit as a whole. But to those of you I hold dear I just want to thank you for everything. Thank you for being the shoulder I needed to cry on. Thank you for the never closing ear. Thank you for telling me to snap out of it when I had my head in the clouds. Thank you for allowing me to trust again. Thank you for being present when I was distant. Without you I'm not sure where I would be in life. I can remember many times when I didn't  believe in myself and you gave me the push I needed. Thank you for allowing me to be 100% me without judgement or prosecution. Over the years I have come to love and respect all of you and it's because of you that I am me. I will forever be grateful for the person that you are and I couldn't ask or want for anything more than you. You are my inspiration, my foundation, and progression. I would like to think we compliment each other and at times I think I don't deserve you. I will always be here for you as you were for me. I see us growing old together and continuing to push each other to the limits and beyond. All I hope is for you to continue to be you, as I will continue to be me and together we will take over the world. I love you dearly.


Picture:  You...

This is me at work at 5:30am. Can you tell I'm sick and that my nose is running like a leaking facet?

Music:  Your favorite Song...

My favorite song is Miles Davis' "Blue in Green", It's doesn't matter how I am feeling this song has a way to bring out all of my emotions at the moment. Its something about his horn when it first comes on and the combination of it with the piano that sends shock waves up my body.

Projects...30 Day Challenges...

Today I went over to my friend B. Fly's blog http://bflybelton.blogspot.com and noticed that she was still working on her 30 Letter Writing Challenge. From the beginning I thought it would be something great to go through. I figured I will learn somethings about myself and those around me but I never got around to doing so. So I have decided to dive head first. Not only will I do the 30 day letter challenge I will also do a 30 picture challenge and a 30 music challenge. I hope you enjoy what goes on in my head though letters, music and pictures.

**I won't go crazy and do 3 different post in one day, but I will post all 3 challenges in one post titled 30 Day Challenges Letter, Music, Picture Day (X)...

30 Days of Letter Writing Challenge... 


Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

30 Day Picture Challenge...

Day 1 - You
Day 2 - What I Wore
Day 3 - Clouds
Day 4 - Favorite Color
Day 5 - Childhood Memory
Day 6 - Someone I Love
Day 7 - Favorite
Day 8 - Technology
Day 9 - Faceless Self Portrait
Day 10 - Something I Made
Day 11 - Something Fun
Day 12 - Close Up
Day 13 - Something Old
Day 14 - Flowers
Day 15 - My Shoes
Day 16 - What I Ate
Day 17 - Water
Day 18 - In My Bag
Day 19 - Where I Slept
Day 20 - What I Read
Day 21 - Reflection
Day 22 - Guilty Pleasure
Day 23 - Sunrise
Day 24 - A Smile
Day 25 - Sunflower
Day 26 - Something Old
Day 27 - Lunch
Day 28 - Daily Routine
Day 29 - In Motion
Day 30 - You, Again

30 Day Music Challenge

Day 1 - Your Favorite Song
Day 2 - Your Least Favorite Song
Day 3 - A Song That Makes You Happy
Day 4 - A Song That Makes You Sad
Day 5 - A Song That Reminds You of Someone
Day 6 - A Song That Reminds You of Somewhere
Day 7 - A Song That Reminds You of a Certain Event
Day 8 - A Song You  Know All the Words To
Day 9 -  A Song That You Can Dance To
Day 10 - A Song That Makes You Fall Asleep
Day 11 - A Song From You Favorite Band
Day 12 - A Song From a Ban You Hate
Day 13 - A Song That is a Guilty Pleasure
Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect you to Love
Day 15 - A Song That Describes You
Day 16 - A Song That You Used to Love but Now Hate
Day 17 - A Song That You Hear Often on the Radio
Day 18 - A Song You Wish You Heard on the Radio
Day 19 - A Song From Your Favorite Album
Day 20 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Angry
Day 21 - A Song You Listen to When You're Happy
Day 22 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Sad
Day 23 - A Song That You Want to Play at Your Wedding
Day 24 - A Song That You Want to Play at You're Funeral
Day 25 - A Song That Makes You Laugh
Day 26 - A Song You Can Play on a Instrument
Day 27 - A Song You Wish You Could Play
Day 28 - A Song That Makes You Feel Guilty
Day 29 - A Song From Your Childhood
Day 30 Your Favorite Song at This Time Last Year


08 January, 2012


The following Post was from a question I answered regarding love and the use/meaning of it...

Love can be a very misleading word when it is not being used how you feel it should be used. Love comes in layers that we both build upon and take away. When it comes to our relationships with each other and the amounts of love we have for ...each, it can be interpreted in many different ways. People come into our lives for reason, seasons and lifetimes, and I may love you differently throughout that time. Sometimes our heart and brain don’t align and the purpose I “want” you to have in my life is not what I “need” in my life. Our definition of love and how it feels to us changes daily. What I love you for today is something I may hete you for tomorrow, its just apart of our growing process. Love and it’s meaning in our life will continue to be an individual thought and feeling until you come across someone that has the same “value” of love that you do. If you think love is red and feels blue and I think love is blue but feels red it shows that how we see it what and it feels like are two different things. I once had a guy tell me he loved me after our third date and I ran like hell. He was telling me all the things he thought I wanted to hear ignoring the fact that I wasn’t impressed by anything we was tell me or bring to the table. His value of the word love differed from my value of the word love.